Today. I feel quite cheered up. Why you ask? Why am I sad? Well, as I told vicki, I had a little problem with say... my extremely fucked up love life. It consists of guys I like who either die, leave or are already married. Sucks? You bet.

Anyways, thanks to vicki and her listening ear (yes, thank you vicki, I love ya!) I am feeling better. A lot better, in fact... i could break out into a little song and a little dance. But I won't ;P.

Another thing that made me feel good about myself...well another person I mean... is Brian. Yeah, Brian... if you're gonna read this. Thanks. You unknowingly (or maybe you're my angel and you did it purposefully) made me feel like I'm needed =)... yeah... here's the little thingie you wrote, i didnt wanna edit it coz its ur work... I said I wanted to put it on my blog so here it is:



when i'm at the guitar, i'm lost in space.
the world is a dying place.
i'm the only one risen above.
the world is drowning in the storm,
and waves crash against it's surface.
i am lifted high up on angel's wings.
the huge storm sends lightning through space,
but they can't harm me.
I am invincible when the guitar is in my hands.
What i want to say, is what the guitar plays
.the speakers are in my mouth.