The prelims are coming and I'm totally worn out, surprise surpise. I dunno but my days seem to get shorter and shorter... and I keep falling sick which is a real bummer. Had my English O level oral yesterday and it was okay I guess... I could have done better though. Current mood: sleepy. Oh yes, and today happens to be kelly's birthday so... 'Happy Birthday Kelly dearest!'

Hmm... I'm gonna be lame now and tell you everything current now...

Currently listening to: Kenny Rogers, 'love lifts us up where we belong'
Curently doing: My blog 'duh, as if ya didn't know that!'
Currently thinking: 'Um. What AM I thinking ah?'
Currently in love with: My Lord Jesus. My pawents. My fwens. My little girlies, Mel and Tango and pet bird Vicki and my other little girl from Legolas's side, Kelly. Bert. and some guy named Jeff.
Currenly breathing: Oxygen. I think.
Current Virus in my system: Common cold
Currently wearing: An old Chicago shirt... my bro's I think... someone put it in my drawer. Very comfy though.
Currently craving: Boston public.
Currently needing: A lot of sleep.


MMMMMMM. yeah. Why do some people look at me and ask me if I'm mixed? Funny. Whenever I look in the mirror, I see myself as Chinese as everyone else..I'm just tan is all. Oh wells... think I'll take a nap now. Ta-ta... *snores*

*Stargazer* watched the stars @ *1:30 AM*

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

I had such a horrible dream last night. I dreamt I was in the tower for history class and like Mr Lee was lecturing that day and he called me out and said something to me... can't remember what exactly, but I went 'SO?' in that really rude way and he started to yell at me. Freaky. I think it must be because Mr Koh yelled at us yesterday. hm.

Anyways, today was a pretty good day. Nothing really bad happened... so I'm kinda happy. =)

Okay, here's a song called 'I'll be there' by Jackson 5.


'And ohhhhh...I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength;
I'll keep holdin' on
holdin' on, holding on, holdin' on, holdin on''

*Stargazer* watched the stars @ *2:39 AM*

Monday, August 02, 2004

This morning, I woke up at 5.20 and I felt so stressed about today because I'm still exhuasted from yesterday and well, basically still really angry about that stoopid scrabble director who totally doesn't deserve to be one. (more on that later)... plus, there were 3 tests today and I was so freaked out about geography coz even tho I've been studying it on my own time just to prepare for Os, I didn't know what time topic was for today and plus, even tho I studied for accounts, I'm still kinda slow when it comes to actually doing it... yeah and I didn't wanna disappoint mr koh and ms kang esp since I told them I studied!! and I did! but hmmmp.

Anyway, back to 5.20 in the morning. I got up and bent over in my bed...so I was actually kneeling on my bed. hmm... anyways, I just prayed. It wasn't a long prayer and it was pretty simple but I totally and honestly meant it when I asked God to just give me strength to carry out my day coz I was so afraid of just waking up and getting out of bed to go to school. I wasn't at all ready. But the thing is, today was a pretty good day... I mean... the tests turned out to be okay except for the fact that I ran out of time for geography so I hope I can at least pass and as for accounts... I hope I can pass it too. And maths was pretty okay I guess. I'm supposed to have tuition soon... I haven't done my homework..and then I came back and realized that I didn't have any homework. haha, which is why I'm here now. So I'm really gonna thank God for looking after me today... and well. Every other day too...

Okay, yesterday. As some of you may already know, it was the interschool scrabble competition grand finals and well, I had invited a lot of people to come but they didn't... I wasn't really disappointed because the people who really mattered turned up... which is my mum and Bert. So thanks for coming mum and bert. haha. Anyways, we didn't win but we ought to have won something. Stooopid director robbed us of our trophy and robbed me of my last chance ever playing for SMSS. Yeah, he was rude to mr koh too. I would have strangled him if I wasn't in my school uniform haha. Oh wells, mr koh's gonna write a nasty letter to mattel and brands because of that awful director. I hope he's banned from ever touching a scrabble board again. He has totally violated the game and its rules. I mean... oh man, I feel like I let my whole team down cause I wasn't playing my best at the last game. but overall, even with all those spastic things that happened, the day turned out pretty good.

My mum got my a new swimsuit from Adidas. Thanks mom. Love ya! And hmm... well, bert got me another new CD. THANKS BERTY! Muachx! and ummm... hmmm... sigh. I'm very tired, gonna go off now... bye bye.

leave you guys with alittle quote from 'before sunset' kay?

'If someone touches me, I think I'll just dissolve into molecules.'

*Stargazer* watched the stars @ *2:53 AM*